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([personal profile] seliki Jun. 10th, 2012 12:52 pm)
Alright one week ago my sister passed and at this point I'm still a little numb. We are moving on and's hard. I keep thinking of all this stuff that I need to ask Robbie and tell her and then it hits me...she's gone and I have no one to talk to. I can't talk to the girls they have their own stuff and I can't talk to them about the things I talked to their mom about, it's sisterly stuff. I can't talk to my room mate because some of it is about her, huff, everyone needs someone to talk to and Rob was mine. I have a feeling that I will be doing a lot of blogging here now. I am being handled with kid gloves and told to be strong for the girls...what the hell do they think I'm doing twiddling my thumbs?!?!

My brother-in-law is being a dick and former bro-in-law has grown up and yes they are currently working together but I don't think that will be working for much longer. I refuse to be the referee they are adults and need to work this crap out between them. I have bullied and pushed and got the funeral arranged and food taking care of, Mary has kicked ass on the keeping us focused front. We all took a break yesterday and didn't get together in the same house like we have all week, it was a relief.
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