Oh God Oh God...my sister...my sister is dead, nobody should outlive their little sister!! At 11:30 this morning I became the last in my immediate family left alive, first mom and now Robbie and I'm alone. I have my nieces and family and friends but she was my little sister. I could talk to her about anything and always everything and now she's gone...I have a hole in my soul that will never be filled again and it's the size of my sister and it hurts and aches and screams!! I wasn't there to be with her and I know the first thing that she would want is for me to be with the girls but that doesn't make it hurt any more or feel anymore empty or that I failed her. I know this will pass but it will be a long time coming before that happens.